Ch. 1, America—Breeding Ground for Psychopaths?

“It is 10:30 a.m. in central Florida. Beads of sweat drip from the foreheads of tourists waiting in long, winding lines at Disneyworld for an exciting ride on the Submarine Nautilus. Less than 10 miles away, 9-year-old Jeffery Bailey Jr. is also waiting. He is waiting for his young companion to die. After making sure that no one else is around, Jeffery has pushed 3-year-old Ricardo “Nicki” Brown into the deep end of a motel pool. He knows the younger child cannot swim and is afraid of the water.

“It is taking Nicki a long time to die. Jeffery gets tired of standing, so he pulls up a lawn chair to the edge of the pool. He wants a better view of how someone drowns. Jeffery stays by the pool until Nicki sinks to the bottom, lifeless. Then he puts on his shoes and shirt and saunters toward home.

“A short time later he asks another neighborhood child what the “icky white stuff” is that comes out of someone’s nose when they’re drowning. He doesn’t mention that Nicki is at this moment lying at the bottom of a pool.

“Nicki’s body is recovered from the pool at 6:40 p.m. by the police. Later, after neighborhood children have told Jeffery’s mother about the drowning, the youngster tells his mother about the “accident.” (Kissimmee Police Department, June 3, 1986)

Police officer Beth Peturka who investigated the case says she found Jeffery “kind of nonchalant, like he was enjoying all the attention.” On June 3, 1986, the State of Florida charges 9-year-old Jeffery with murder.”   —from  High Risk – Children Without a Conscience by Dr. Ken Magid and Carole A. McKelvey

I knew there was corruption, but I didn’t know how ugly, and I can’t help thinking about those lost children. How many parents and families put out photos of their missing babies, searching, hoping, but never seeing them again? What sort of agony must they be going through as they wonder, ‘Was it my little one among those who fell into the hands of the Clintons?’

I did not get much sleep last night. I would wake, weep, and then go back into a very restless state of half asleep, half awake. Few things get to me the way the corruption of Hillary Clinton and her team of psychopaths has. When something upsets me, I usually go inside to work on myself until I arrive at a new balance point and in the process, I learn something useful about life.  It is not often that I allow myself to get vividly angry.

The definition of a psychopath is one who is not bonded to anyone else, and is superficially very charming then suddenly explosively enraged. Someone with psychopathic characteristics is cruel, controlling, remorseless, tends to be impulsive without relying on common sense, and is given to primary process lying (which is continuing to lie even when it is blatantly obvious that they are not telling the truth). They are often very smooth and manage to project exactly what they are doing onto others, thus shifting the blame and responsibility to everyone but themselves. We have a government of pathological control-freaks and psychopaths.

I’m sure that I will be able to find that elusive balance point eventually, maybe when I am done grieving, but for right now… in spite of the fact that I keep trying to tell myself that maybe the reports coming out about the Clintons are not true…I’m so angry, so sad… for us, for those who have been raped, murdered, or defrauded…for the people of our country…for the people of Iraq, Libya, Syria, Ukraine, and other countries invaded and destroyed by our crazies…for our future…and for the way the Clinton/Bush/Rockefeller/Soros machine just keeps marching ahead, media in hand, as if nothing has happened…as if we are going to fall in line as we usually do. How pathetic and stupid of them. I’m so ashamed of what passes for “government” here in the U.S. and for the way the rest of the world must be looking at us.

I worry, if I am so deeply angry about this, what are other people feeling? Three hundred million angry people would be a lot of anger. What are we going to do with all that anger? Anger is change energy that has not been allowed to go anywhere. How do we channel that energy into something better than what we’ve had for the last few decades?

14 thoughts on “Ch. 1, America—Breeding Ground for Psychopaths?

  1. We’re with you on this one, Penny. Steve and I have been following all of this very closely and are finding that no one really wants to hear it. I knew early on that on a level of karma I could not cast a vote for Hillary. A vote for her would incur a karmic debt I am not willing to take on.
    Trump was not even a whisper of an option. We voted early for Jill Stein and have clear consciences.

  2. What would it look like if we stopped giving so much attention to the psychopats and that we do not want? By criticising it, watching it, discussing it in disbilief, we dedicate it energy and feed it.


    • Point well taken, Hana! Yes, there is a law of consciousness that says something must be given attention if it is to grow and develop. So most New Age people think they should not look, talk, or admit something to consciousness that they don’t want. They hope it will die or go away. The Jews were carted away to concentration camps by doing exactly this kind of ignoring. The Russian people spent 40-some years in a state of fear, unwilling to look, talk, or admit what was happening in their country. I used to wonder why they didn’t say or do something to make a change. At the time, I was young, naïve, and didn’t realize how much propaganda they were being fed. Eventually they did make a change, but only once they grew past the denial and began to see through the propaganda. In the meantime, they truly suffered, people disappeared, and their country fell apart.

      There is another, even more primary, law of consciousness that says survival is basic. When existence is threatened, every “ounce” of consciousness comes to focused attention in an effort to survive…and have the chance to expand and develop further. Deciding where to put your attention is to be used to create something…not deny something that obviously already exists. This kind of denial is the exact opposite of an expanded consciousness. It requires shutting down parts of the mind. If someone has a choice between becoming a physicist or a musician, they will quickly realize they cannot become a good physicist if by spending all their time and attention playing music.

      With every murder that occurs, each of us dies a little. Being honestly angry at things that SHOULD make one angry is normal and appropriate. Denial of what is going on provides a form of cover for criminal actions to continue. A small attempt to respond to your question, “What would it look like…? might be something like, ‘It would look like people are continuing to move toward the future they want while being highly alert to what is happening around them.’ The problem we are having is one of ‘first things first.’ If a tornado knocks down your house, you have to stop and pick up the pieces. It may be inconvenient, and not what you want, but the reality is that you have to deal with it. Along the same lines, if someone was going to drive across the state for Christmas, they have to pay attention to the road and driving conditions. They can’t be wrapping presents and putting the salad together while driving. We have to pay attention to what is going on around us. Not doing so is dangerous. We all want a world that works for everyone.

  3. My heart aches when I think of the suffering of the children of Earth and it is easy to become angry…very, very angry. Standing in that heartache and anger but not being of it is difficult to do, but it is important to stand in it and while in it, meditate on and muster up all of God’s Love and His Light from within us and ripple effect it out onto all on this planet and beyond. That’s what comes to mind when I think of how to deal with such monstrosities. Always be still. The children need us now more than ever,

    • Hi Julian! I don’t vote, so I’m not pushing either candidate. To use someone else’s term, I am a political atheist. I have not voted in over 45 years and have no interest in being part of a system that is both corrupt and feeds delusions of “having a say.”
      I’m not focused on Clinton for political reasons. I’m focused on her because she and Bill Clinton and a large circle of their cronies have been involved in the abduction and rape of children, there is a trail of murders 60-some people long – all of whom were working with or associated with her, because of Clinton Foundation frauds involving millions of dollars, and because of her email scandals that reveal high treason. Here is one small report from today…

      “…The explosive material found on Anthony Weiner’s computer is being leaked by dozens of detectives from NYPD. It’s also being leaked by FBI Anonymous, who is a friend of this channel. Weiner SOLD access to the Clinton server to Israel, who in turn sold access to Turkey, and Saudi Arabia, and Saudis sold it to Qatar. Qatar was hacked by China, who then had access to the server, according to our sources. Alan Dershowitz is tied into brokering the deal, and he is the key element, since he was a close friend of Anthony Weiner, but also represented Jeffery Epstein on his child molestation charges. Sources tell us Mossad used the sickening child porn videos found on Wiener’s computer to blackmail the politicians, celebrities and lobbyists who visited the island known as “Sex Slave Island”. They were able to extort the Royal Family in England, Bill Clinton, senators, congressmen, and so on. The whole island was one big blackmail operation. Over 40 cameras were positioned to catch every disgusting perversion. It’s an international pedophile ring at the highest corridors of power.”

      Trump may be a jerk, an opportunist, and a man without a plan, but he hasn’t even come close to the criminality of Hillary Clinton.

      • Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum for sure. I am similarly disenchanted with this system and in many ways am breathing a sigh of relief that “business as usual” will not continue a la Clinton. I appreciate the explanation of why the focus on Clinton’s trail of tears. I appreciate you and know that we are building something beautiful in the face of so much madness. It is hard at times to aboid getting sucked into that vortex. We must create our own and tap into the love grid. Be well.

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